Monday, June 30, 2008
haiz...Today school just suck...i dunno wtf is happening...so many things in 1 day..can u imgaine..5 misfortune in 1 day...how worst can it be...wad is wrong with the school teachers..Do every teachers think they have the authority to just think that wad ever thing that is wrong is the student fault....I change my attitude for my love ones and wad did i get..NTH!!! They just always put the blame on the student...If u are doing ur work in the room doing ur art with the door close to stay away from distraction and one teacher just came in to get art stuff and when she go out i ask her
'EXCUSE ME CAN HELP CLOSE THE DOOR PLZZZ...' u do not get an OK answer but instead an scolding the shouting from the teacher...WTF is wrong with u...Its not like i shouted or my way of talking is rude to u,i just said excuse me and help to close the door with a PLZZZ somemore wad more do u wan...U HAVE NO RIGHT TO SHOUT AT ME AND LECTURE ME....When u have nth to say u just only know how to call more teacher come...u feel offended?? Do u think i am not...u even say wad we are having a good time..DID u see that we are having a good time??can't u see that we are doing our work not even talking to each another but just concentrating on drawing...Does hearing to the radio having a good time??Did u see us dance??sing?? no right so dun come malign us...If i were like last time i give u HELL!!!!but i am not the person i use to be anymore...i control my attitude everytime and this time i just keep quiet and let u lecture and scold but why must u keep blabbering so MUCH!!!u wan a apology from me and i give it to u but u expect an even a more SINCERE apology...wad u expect me to do..'
go down buy milo come up say sry plzz forgive UR HIGHNESS!!!!' u all are just pushing ur luck too much...i no longer wanna say anymore but i will never forget my hatred to u!!!!Today chinese oral sux...i think i did badly...haiz...If its come to chinese its useless i have no faith but for english got hope...haiz...shall not blog anymore....i am so fucking moody...
i will wait for u no matter how long it takes....not till i die lah^^
spoke at : 5:35:00 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Hey...Nth much happen today...Haiz...My ankle still hurts quite a bit..just that i just stayed in my room and did some revision...For the 1st hour i did geog and then physics for the rest of the 1hour plus....I realise that my physics unit 15 about current electricity really suck...i need to buck up on that chapter...kk after studying just relax for the whole day and watch lord of the rings....kk tata~~~
spoke at : 10:16:00 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008
Hey...i'm back...its my 80th post...Haiz...I sprained my ankle...OUCH!!! T.T
The pain is unbearable but i am able to bear with it but if it still hurts by tomorrow i may wanna go see the doctor but first i think i would just put some pain relieve plaster for the time being...Haiz...If i were to walk from school to elias i think i would take at least 20min because now i am walking like a tortise... kk enough of my ankle le lets see wad happen today..Hmm..After school went to seoul garden and eat all u can eventhough my ankle hurts badly making me walking so damn slow..OMG is kh they all despo for food or wad man??They took ALOT~~~ALOT~~~ of food...So ps~~~And man my stomach is bloated...(today gonna do 100 sit ups for sure IF i can do it but i doubt so because of my ankle) We played a game later and it was disgusting...Haha i make jereld and amos eat RAW crockles...Haha who ask them lose to me^^And there was another punishment of mix ingredients in a cup...there is ice cream,lemon flavour ice pop,ice ka chang,mountain dew,burnt chicken,ginseng,coke,chicken soup...IT SUX TO THE CORE MAN!!!!Haha its was hilarious playing as we pass around seeing who shall drink the last sip the person who cannot get the last sip is the loser and the LOSER is JERELD and he have to eat one of the ginseng in the cup...then blah blah blah!!!!After that went to toy'R'us and i ended up coming out with 3 bleeding cuts and few scratches because of someone...haha but its only minor injury so its ok^^ Then blah blah blah!!!kk enough of blogging le i'm tired...My leg its hurting now so gotta rest more seeya..^^
I'm sry for wad i said previously on 23rd june and i take it back...i tried to let go but its hard...
I hope that we can spend like how we spend last time and i miss it alot..
I miss talking to u...
I miss standing close to you...
I miss laughing together with u....
I miss protecting u when the place is crowded like in the Mrt...
And most important of all i miss HUGGING U!!!!!!
I dunno wad i was thinking that time and if i hurt u i'm sry...
There was once when i see u walking pass my class i see ur face look sad or maybe u are not..
but anyway it hurts my heart to see u like that...
AND NOW I SHALL MAKE A VOW NOT TO HURT U AGAIN NO MATTER WAD...i promise...
I dun mind getting hurt but i mind u getting hurt...
~~~~~~~~~A promise is a promise and i will never break the promise~~~~~~~~~I SWEAR!!!!!!
spoke at : 7:53:00 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Nth much happen today just had some lessons....I dunno y today i just wanna put my whole attention on the work that i have to do in class and just listen to wad the teacher is teaching in 101% attention...After school had physics remedial and it was ok...nth much to blog le..Mummy and sis is going hong kong tomorrow...Haiz...they can have fun but me...keep study study study....haiz nvm its ok but i know she's gonna bring me to somewhere even better after my N'lvl like new zealand but hope not australia again...or it shall be my 9th time going there so bored...k bah thats all i think~~~
haiz...Have i done the right thing??
I feel so disppointed... T.T
Those ppl that ask me why did i do that...
Now u can get ur answers....
Do u think i want it..It hurts alot u know but i did that was because it was all for her...
I did that was to stop all those ppl that have been pestering her...
I know some ppl might have grudge against me and i know wad u ask her to do..
I have nth to say to that....
Dun think that i show cheerful faces and heck care...
Deep down inside i am so .... i guess putting on a strong front in front of ppl is the best thing to cover my true emotions...
Since the year 2008 i did'nt let allow sorrowful tears flow down from my eyes for once but recently it was my first time...
When i see her today my heart just sank.......
3<>If i ever have the chance i will never let her run away but i doubt so.....
Haiz...Loving someone is easy but letting someone u love go is heartbreaking and difficult....
spoke at : 6:50:00 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
Wo Ai de Ren 我爱的人我知道故事不会太曲折wo zhidao gu shi bu hui tai qu zhe
我总会遇见一个什么人wo zong hui yu jian yi ge shen me ren
陪我过没有了她的人生pei wo guo mei you le ta de ren sheng
成家立业之类的等等cheng jia li ye zhi lei de deng deng
她做了她觉得对的选择ta zuo le ta jue de dui de xuan ze wo
我只好祝福她真的对了wo zhi hao zhu fu ta zhen de dui le
爱不到我最想要爱的人ai bu dao wo zui xiang yao ai de ren
谁还能要我怎样呢shei hai neng yao wo zen yang ne
我爱的人不是我的爱人wo ai de ren bu shi wo de ai ren
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人ta xin li mei yi cun dou shu yu ling yi ge ren
她真幸福幸福得真残忍ta zhen xing fu xing fu de zhen can ren
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深rang wo you ai you hen ta de ai zen me na me shen
我爱的人她已有了爱人wo ai de ren ta yi you le ai ren
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能cong ta men de yan shen shuo míng le wo bu ke neng
每当听见她或他说「我们」mei dang tingj ian ta huo ta shuo wo men
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声jiu xiang tingjian aiqíng yong heng de chao xiao sheng
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每当听见她或他说「我们」mei dang ting jian ta huo ta shuo "wo men"就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声jiu xiang ting jian ai qíng yong heng de chaoxiao sheng
Haiz...I've been thinking alot...And i know alot of things about u...Those memories we had are just so memorable and i really love being together with u but i DOUBT this might happen again...Those happiness we've been through are one of the best days ever and i will never forget it....Those laughter we had and ur smile will always be in my mind/heart....but...i think the best thing for u is for me to give in and try letting it go~~I think this is the best decision for u as i know wad u are going through with all those confusion around.....It took me quite some time to come to this decision...Someone told me alot of things and i feel bad about it and disappointed...but i hope my decision of me letting it go would ease up ur mindhaiz...The only thing i can say now is GD LUCK AND LAST LONG WITH UR ....i will ALWAYS be there for u when u need someone...~~~~~~~~ like i say a promise will always be a promise and i will never break it~~~~~~~~~~
spoke at : 6:41:00 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Heyhey!!!! Holidays are ending so you guys better have fun before its over...Yesterday went to sentosa with amos,dawson and exe.....(about 9 ppl)It was raining Cats and Dogs at first but soon when we reach the place it stop...phew~~~I shall not elaborate so much about the trip because i am kind of lazy ;) We had alot of fun today and i was drenched but luckily i brought extra pants and was wearing my 3 quater at that time so change to my skinnies...So overall the trip was a BOMB especially when we were in Candy Empire and Arcade!!^^Reached home around 11.30pm..kk shall not elaborate much le....shall update photos some other time..
During this few days when u were not around..I really miss u a lot T.T I realize that u mean a lot to me and if ONE DAY i were to lose u i would be so...
i ever wonder if i am doing the right thing ..and i am not so sure myself..
How could i spoil a happy couple...
i even cause problems to u about ppl asking u things that u can't answer...
I know ppl treat u unfairly but to me unfair to u will never be in my dictionary..i wonder if i am actually a burden to u ??
Its up to u and no matter wad i understand...
i will always be there for u if u need me...T.T
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spoke at : 12:05:00 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Heyhey!!! Yesterday was cousin day and damn it was fun~~~ Met my cousins around 6 but due to one of my cousins being late we ended up waiting for them around 2hours and man i was starving...i was so call craving for japanese food so one of my cousin decided to recommend this restaurant call shukudo...We went to Q but some of my cousins including my sis didn't wanna eat there because its a little too ex so they went to eat at another location...So there is only 4 of us left eating at the restaurant...The food there i great man and we ate ALOT~~~Haha!!!we were like crapping around and making alot of noises but mostly is my cousins not me i just laugh^^(everyone was looking at us o.O) There is also a machine to take neoprint inside..How cool is that man a restaurant who have neoprint inside) So we went to took neoprints haha and it was funny but i feel little ps because the neoprint is like in the middle of the restaurant and we were inside making so much noise...haha!!!!! After decorating the pictures we went to pay for our food because the food is not charge right on the spot but is added to the card that is given to us when we enter and when you are done eating the cashier would scan the card seeing how much u spent total...The amount was 88.90 so each person come out around 20 or so...i think that it is so worth it lah my stomach is like bloated...haha^^ After eating we went to meet my sis they all and went to cine-leisure to see wad movie to watch...haha and i was like so thirsty so we headed to 7-11 and i bought slurpee and it was funny man...After paying,one of my cousin drank it and it was like half gone so i went to refill and then drink up half and went to refill again...(lucky didn't get caught)^^ kk to cut it short we wanted watch kung fu panda but one of my cousins watched it so we all decided to play pool...After pool we went to this cafe near my cousin house and there was this chinese ghost show showing at that time so we stayed and watch...There was this group of guys outside also watching and when there was a part the ghost raping a girl their eyes were wide open so was their mouth..it was damn hilarious....haha!!When the show ended it was around 3am+ and so we all decided to take a cab back...my sis and i went to my cousin house stay...so thats all kk bb^^
LABEL:i never blame u for once ...its ok...i understand ..its up to u.
spoke at : 9:17:00 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Heyhey!!!Haven been blogging lately...because someone say that she will not update her blog only if i blog so yeah kk here is an update...so u also must update wor^^ This shall be a short post just to prevent my blog from dying...haha!!!nth much happen recently just stay at home and maple whole day dun feel like going out so ps those ask me out...haha....but its like getting boring~~~kk update le^^
(haha i updated le wor and u also must update wor~~no excuse)^^
spoke at : 4:12:00 PM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Heyhey...Didn't went for remedial today...it is like so freaking boring...i was feeling so sloppy during yesteday lesson...so yea decided to skip lesson today...LOL actually this is only part of the reason..I wanted to attend school today because i could see someone but so many ppl not going so decided not to go...Went to watch Narnia today with mal they all and DAMN!! it was good~~~~I'm a fanatic of narnia ever since the 1st movie started and i am proud that the 2nd movie had not disappoint me...When the movie end mal started throwing pop corn at me and arghh i went to throw back and there was a popcorn fight but soon we stop but thats not the end...when we about to leave,mal poured the whole remaining popcorn over my head and i feel so STICKY!!!!there were popcorns all over my back,hair,face and even in my bag....-_- then blah..blah..blah!!!!went home and maple...Now my ranger i lvl 140 and my priest i lvl 143^^ haha!!!!!kk nth else....oh ya i just change my blog song the song is a little crazy i tried to find the same song but the others are just only 30 ec previews....If u are listening once the song ends just click the next song because it will like go quiet for 5 more mins....
haiz...i just wonder if i am doing the right thing...i miss u...
spoke at : 11:05:00 PM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Heyhey!!!!this weekend had not been doing anything because i am so addicted in maple...After 2 days since i started playing a lvl 140 ranger and lvl 133 priest is born^^ I only had 5 hours of sleep and wake up at 6.30 to start my new priest today..then went to math tution at 9.00. So nth much happen...update just to prevent my blog from being dead...
label:take care and enjoy,,.so gonna .... u
spoke at : 9:15:00 PM